

my lifeSometimes, later in the eveningmy life
As Im wide awake in bed
I listen to the amplifier going off in my head
I hear the song upon you, laughing in distress
We feel the eyes upon him, crying to sleep in bed.
Its the saddest night I've had, and its going through my head
Thoughts of suicide came to me instead
Thoughts of suicide, blasting in my head
Its early Monday morning, I wake up not in bed
But sleeping on the floor, a rope around my head
Im roused now, fully conscious